the biggest lie on Earth

Women are such bitches. They are the most cold hearted bitch ever. Society thinks they are nurtured, no violent, angelic. Don’t make me laugh. That’s the biggest lies on Earth.
Let me start with my mother. She is the one abusing me since day 1. All kind of abuse I have experienced all. I still live with her. Damn it. I really want to kill her by chopping her head off. The only thing that keeps me not killing her is the damn death sentence in prison. Right now I yelled and cursed at her all the time. There’s no common ground for both of us. She knows that she is abusing me and she is enjoying every moment of it. I can see it in her eyes. I wish nothing but she is dead and I can see her buried deep in the ground or burned in fire.
Now let talk about other women in life who messes me up from younger and older women alike. Women are really brainwashed into thinking they need to be thin and flawless in order to be loved. They constantly worry about weight, skin, hair, teeth and etc. I am so sick of them doing those things around me and constantly judging me for not doing the same thing as them. Women can’t stand someone different than them. They are so insecure that they become overly critical of other women and they become jealous also. If they ever perceive that in any way I have better hair, better smile, better smell or whatever than them and there is hell to pay. If they ever perceive that I am uglier than them, then there is also hell for me. “Why are you not putting on make up?” “Why don’t you lose weight?” “Why don’t you like shopping for clothes?””Why don’t you like eating salad?” I only find some women who are not like this and they are so rare like diamonds. I even got stared and laughed at by some women because I am overweight and when they see me walking past by, they act like they are innocent and god-like. Women are also nosy about other people’s business. I have one coworker asks me whether my parents are divorced. I didn’t tell her because I don’t like to share personal things at work but she knows it through some of my father’s friends. She asks me and even offers advice for me. No thanks, I don’t need your advice. I cut off the topic quickly saying there’s no such thing happened. Women also love the isolation and victim game. I am kind of like a tomboy and I don’t fit in with the girly girl and get crazy over makeup and clothes, and shoes and every other thing even in the workplace. In the workplace, women judge each other ‘s appearance and may try to sabotage your relationship with your boss by taking all credit to themselves, give you the task they know you don’t succeed at, and also ignore your will to work cooperatively with them. They do take things personally and not professionally. I really have few girls as friend. This is the same as in high school.
I am more popular with the guys in general. They appreciate my quirks and weirdness. They like my humor very much. Only my best girlfriend said the same thing to me. I feel other women just generally tries to get along with me on the surface but hates me secretly. There’s my little rant about life. Thanks for reading.

even some men can be tiring. men are supposed to be muscular, strong, use foul language, have tons of affairs. i've often been told, 'why dont you have a girlfriend? go have some fun.'

if they see you reading a book,they'd be 'oh you're so boring.' its like men are supposed to get into physical fights n cuss n objectify women n forgive n just man up n get over their issues.

Yes i agree with what you said but my point is if you said that a guy is a violent asshole people will believe you but if you said a woman is a violent asshole people will have doubt because they say that women are nurturer and not violent.

jaus tail wrote:even some men can be tiring. men are supposed to be muscular, strong, use foul language, have tons of affairs. i've often been told, 'why dont you have a girlfriend? go have some fun.'

if they see you reading a book,they'd be 'oh you're so boring.' its like men are supposed to get into physical fights n cuss n objectify women n forgive n just man up n get over their issues.

Have you looked into MBTI? Most of the people you describe are likely ExTx types. I'm an INFP, which is literally the least masculine type, and the one with the least Alpha potential. https://defaultuserblog.wordpress.com/2 ... lpha-type/
I know what you mean about 'a-hole males', I'm not into their idea of enjoyment either, and I never will be even if I try, because my type just denies it. I can make it seem like I'm interested in that stuff for a short while, but I'm really not, could do it everyday and I'd never get a liking for it, but that's just who I am.

It's like the saying: "Surround yourself with those on the same mission as you", I agree.

And OP, I've heard about the "bitchiness/slander" that goes on between woman, but honestly the way woman treat some males is pretty unfair too. They know males will go after them, and they will use that to their advantage to get what they want. They aren't all like that sure, some are generally pleasant, but as you said they're pretty few and far between, or maybe I just keep encountering the worst of them.

My opinion though? Males are worse, not just interpersonally but also globally, almost of the crimes of humanity have been committed by males. Although it may not be black and white as this though.

Sucks to hear about your situation with your mother too.

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