I don't really feel anything at all anymore.

Hello all.

I must ask if anyone can help me with some advice as i have been troubled with a question my colleague at work asked me a few months ago, he asked me why i was such an "emotionless asshole"?

With that in mind i went and asked a couple friends what they thought on the matter and they agreed that over the last 3-4 years i had become increasingly emotionless and becoming more and more of a negative person towards other people.

Thing is though i wouldn't call myself depressed (as i personally think i'm not depressed) but i will admit after thinking hard on the matter i have now noticed that i generally don't feel anything anymore. I mean sure i have bad days like everyone else and good days but most of the time i just don't feel anything i rarely feel happy, sad, angry, love, or anything really and i also i really honestly don't care about anyone even my family, if they are having a bad day my answer to them is "oh well sucks to be you" and leave it at that. I never used to be like that i used to care if anyone i knew was upset and i would try to help them but now there is nothing i feel nothing and its becoming a problem for me as i'm driving some friends away because i'm an "emotionless asshole" to everyone.

If any of my history is needed for you to suggest an answer i will provide it if asked.

Thanks.

While we can't diagnose you here, what you describe reminds me of my depression a lot.

I called this the zombie feeling. No joy. No excitement. No sadness. Just a big nothing. I learned to fake a smile and most people fell for it. But I really felt nothing except physical pain. I lost the ability to feel taste of food, unless it was very sweet or very salty, so I stuck to junk food.

I would suggest you try to see a psychiatrist and talk about this.