I did well in my high school (even if I'm a bit anti-social) but the problem started in my pre-degree college. At first it was fine but after approx. 4 months, my mood went super low. I didn't want to see anyone, I rarely talked and I skipped classes to the point of being called by the discipline officer (is that what you call them?). When I did came out from my room (I lived in the dorm), I got panic and scared. My roommate told me she saw me looking around suspiciously as if I'm being hunt down by something. Things didn't get any better when I barely passed into 2nd semester. I continued to exclude myself from everyone and almost got expelled. I never cared about anything when I'm there. Not even my "friends". Now, I've managed to finish studying there and I'm waiting for my final results but I don't really care about that. If I'm bound to repeat, I'll definitely decline. My parents have low trust in me after the whole incident and they keep making me remember about bad things I've done there. I still have thoughts about starting over in another foreign university far away from home (because if I remember correctly, one of the general requirements for our local unis is not having any mental illness!) so I have no choice. I don't want to rely on my parents anymore and I'd rather find a loan by myself to study but it's difficult. I planned to study in a course leading to a career in the medical field.
Last but not least, I've been diagnosed with Clinical Depression...thank you for listening to me and sorry my english is bad...
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