That's all I want to do....

Now all I want to do is just work and study....I have a job right now and I am taking two online courese...next semester I want to take three online courses along with working my job...

Ok, here is my point is that peeps want to ask me can you handle three courses and why not take the time out for having fun..well why don't peeps understand that nothing is fun for me anymore and all I want is to stay busy with my courses and my job.....if I no longer know know to have fun...where do I learn how to have fun....

Now here is my definition of fun....let us take these reality TV stars and how much their lives improve once they are on a reality show...they get modeling jobs, acting jobs and a lot of parties and interviews....I know I can never have a life like that since my chance of getting on reality TV is nothing....why don't these so-called "well meaning" peeps who know me in my real life refuse to accept that fact.....

rainbird wrote:Now all I want to do is just work and study....I have a job right now and I am taking two online courese...next semester I want to take three online courses along with working my job...

Ok, here is my point is that peeps want to ask me can you handle three courses and why not take the time out for having fun..well why don't peeps understand that nothing is fun for me anymore and all I want is to stay busy with my courses and my job.....if I no longer know know to have fun...where do I learn how to have fun....

Now here is my definition of fun....let us take these reality TV stars and how much their lives improve once they are on a reality show...they get modeling jobs, acting jobs and a lot of parties and interviews....I know I can never have a life like that since my chance of getting on reality TV is nothing....why don't these so-called "well meaning" peeps who know me in my real life refuse to accept that fact.....

lol so what are you going to do? are you planning on getting into harvard or something?!?

Now that you mention Harvard...don't seem like a bad idea..at least it gives me some meaning in life other than punching time clocks and coming home to a husband who does not understand and parents who think denial is a river in Egypt......