Extreme resentment/rage over having this disease...

I can't even describe how horrible this thing is. I've grown so bitter and envious. I've been depressed for too long. So long it's almost as if it's all I've ever known. I can't imagine being "normal" anymore. I can't imagine anything working since nothing has. Existing like this is #######4. For people who claim depression is "weakness", I'd like to torture and dismember them. I just don't care anymore. I hate people, period. Most are selfish as ###$ and have no understanding. All I want is to see them suffer unimaginably. It's not for the sake of punishment. I just want them to know what suffering is.

Me too. Fu** those bastards.

I agree. Unfortunately they will never know what we go through, everyday.