I'm scared to even feel my feelings inside.

This should probably be in the psychotic forum but I couldn't find one, I don't think I have "brief psychotic disorder" or "shared psychotic disorder" and I don't have schizophrenia (as far as I know) all I know is I have plain psychosis, not sure what type, they just told me psychosis. So I didn't want to post it in the wrong forum so I guess I'll post it here because it is depression.

I basically feel like people, even if they aren't near me, can read my mind and feelings. I feel like people on facebook can know my feelings so I always act fearless, emotionless, strong, and just really powerful inside so they think they can't hurt me and I want to feel emotions but I'm scared to feel emotions like fear, pain, depression, or anything that would make me vunerable to being hurt or judged or harassed. It hurts because I want to be able to feel my feelings without fear I realize this is mostly psychosis but maybe it can moved to the proper forum that I couldn't find.

I don't want to move this thread, cyh3. Because that feels to me a little to close to me saying "I think you have XYZ." But I also wonder about perhaps reading in the schizoaffective-disorder/ forum. And seeing if anything there rings bells for you?

None of our forums need diagnoses to post in. So if a place "feels right" then it's OK to post there. And if you wanted to repost your post there. It's fine to do that to. [We ask that people don't spam dozens of times. But a couple of times is fine. Because different forums will probably have different responses.]

Just a thought. I am not a professional of any kind. I don't even play one on TV.