This should probably be in the psychotic forum but I couldn't find one, I don't think I have "brief psychotic disorder" or "shared psychotic disorder" and I don't have schizophrenia (as far as I know) all I know is I have plain psychosis, not sure what type, they just told me psychosis. So I didn't want to post it in the wrong forum so I guess I'll post it here because it is depression.
I basically feel like people, even if they aren't near me, can read my mind and feelings. I feel like people on facebook can know my feelings so I always act fearless, emotionless, strong, and just really powerful inside so they think they can't hurt me and I want to feel emotions but I'm scared to feel emotions like fear, pain, depression, or anything that would make me vunerable to being hurt or judged or harassed. It hurts because I want to be able to feel my feelings without fear I realize this is mostly psychosis but maybe it can moved to the proper forum that I couldn't find.