I'm really tired of battling depression. I've been in DBT for a year now, and am aware of how to use all the skills I've learned. For about nine months, I've been on medication - 100mg Zoloft, 150mg Wellbutrin BID, and 1mg Ativan PRN (which I don't use often at all). It's helped, but I still feel simply awful. Empty, anxious, paranoid. What makes it all the worse is that I *shouldn't* feel this way; I've got everything, I really do. I'm so blessed, yet these feelings persist.
I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist about all this when I see him in the next month because something has got to change. I just want to know that I'm not all alone in this.