not even sure if i'm depressed...

I got an appointment to see the doctor for depression and I feel liked there's a chance im not even really clinically depressed. i feel like i might waste the doctors time. i feel like i might be judged for using it as an excuse.

"Funnily" (there's nothing funny about it) this is one of the symptoms of depression... Big hugs. The doctor will tell you whether you need to worry or not -- that's what they are there for.

Listen to Gandalf, no practicing professionals will believe that you're wasting their time, because their job is to help you out (and all of us can use a bit of help sometimes).

[edit] Oh, that's not Gandalf...