I want to die

I just feel so worthless, * truthfully, I want to die. I don't see the point in living anymore. I am so depressed. Last night,i woke up with these really strong suicidal urges. I can not stop contemplating suicide. I have looking up different methods, because I just want to leave. Really bad.

Hey Dog -

I read in one of your other posts, that you are not always depressed. So you know this phase will pass. Please get yourself to an emergency room, and spell it out for them that you are having these feelings and urges. I know in the worst of times it doesn't seem worth it to do, then do it as a test, get your body up and go, or make a phone call to a hotline and see what they have to say. It may be hard for you to feel worth now, so get another opinion from someone - please. Talk it out.

Otter.

Hello. I'm sorry that you feel like this. I've been in the same situation and tried it too. I still feel the same often. For what its worth if you ever want someone to talk to or just to listen feel free to send a pm. Hope you feel better soon.

Hey Doglovin --

are you okay? Please let us know. I hope you follow(ed) Otter's advice. Call emergency line, call your friends or family, tell people around you. Talk to us here.

*big hugs* I hope you are better by now or will be very soon.

Hi there
I hope you are ok.. Please let us know. I have been where you are now it's a very dark place! Just think
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
What you feel now will pass. Soon you will be talking to someone about how you ONCE felt. X