Feeling like complete sh*t after...

A huge adrenaline rush. I'm 16, I've had depression for the last 5 years and it has been a long ride. Recently, I've found that either after the "comedown" from smoking pot or an adrenaline rush has my moods bent in a twist. I feel like complete and udder shite, I don't even feel like I want to be around anyone, I wish I could silently pass but I don't want to do it myself because I'm religious and I don't want to go to hell for it.

Can/has anyone here able/been able to relate?

Hi,

I cannot relate to the "coming down" part of your post, sorry. Knowledge is power, though. If you know it makes you feel worse, then you can avoid it - that's always a plus.

However, I do understand the feelings and fears you are experiencing about dying. I've gone through plenty of that myself.