New and in need of friends..

Hi everyone...thanks for taking the time to read my post. My name is Dau've and i'm a 25 year old mommy of an adorable one year old son. I love Tim Burton movies/poems and am obsessed with all things british! Lol. Im from Jacksonville, Florida and would like to meet/chat with some awesome people who I can relate to. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and major depressive disorder back in June when I was baker acted for attempting suicide. I just couldn't get over being stuck having a mind that constantly thinks negative thoughts. I couldnt get over constantly going back and forth with my boyfriend who I basically used as a punching bag. I hated myself and wanted to die, but ended up in the hospital. Its been 6 months since then and I was put on prozac, which was great at first, but I hated not being able to be my REAL self so I stopped taking my meds. Plus the prozac made me not have an appetite which sucked and I started to get depressed from the way I looked. Long story short... I start a day program at this mental rehab place on Monday and I really hope that it works because I can feel myself losing hope and sliping back into constant negativity and depression...and i hate it! My boyfriend has been doing the best he can to be there for me (we live together with our one year old son) and I would love to get better for our little family. It just seems so hard right now and I really feel like giving up again. I'm so upset that it's not even my fault that I have BPD (i really believe...and my pychiatrist believes that my family caused the problem). But I hope to meet some new friends on here and hope that we can encourage eachother and give eachother advice!

I love Tim Burton movies. I'm near suicidal, and may have BPD as well, according to a recent psychological test I did. PM me anytime. I could use someone to chat with as well. My family created my psychological problems then tells me to shut up when I start venting. I totally understand where you're coming from.