Not Okay

I'm not going back to the hospital; that place was ridiculus. They told me to ######6 break plates if I was feeling angry, to snap rubberbands if I felt like cutting. That might be common advice, but you don't tell someone who hurts themself to do it in a different way.
And what teenager is allowed to just break $#%^?

I'm not okay. I don't know what else to do. Talking, crying it out, hospital, tons, and tons, of different meds... Ntohign is helping. I have a therapist, I've had two so far, nothing they say helps. Nothing is helping me, I've tried every kidn of advice I've ever been given and it's not helping.
I've been this way for my entire life, since I was a little kid. I don't think I can ever get better.

I don't know why I'm posting this, I'll just hear the same stuff, and the same advice, but I don't know what else to do. I'm running out of options.

I don't have experience of self injury - but I have experience of anger.

You sound angry. You probably have lots of reasons to be.

What do you want to do?

What do you think would help you with your issues?

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The fact you keep putting in effort and trying different things to get better is a good sign.

Sure things aren't working at the moment, but at least you're attempting to make improvements. Keep taking small steps.