Please someone talk to me for ###$ sake. ANYONE PLEASE

I'm tired of this. I'm so ######6 tired of this I just can't take it anymore. Why do I keep on doing this? Writing this post will mean absolutely nothing. No one is going to respond, no one is going to talk to me face-to-face, no one is going to care. No one ######6 cares about some loner. I swear, I miss school all the time and no one notices. The only people who notice are the truant officers who want money out of me. I swear I could kill myself and no one would notice, or care. It's a sad thing to think about... I've lived my entire life without making a lasting mark on ANYONE. I will die like I was born... alone and miserable!

Hello feelsbadmang, sorry things are bad.

feelsbadmang wrote:Writing this post will mean absolutely nothing. No one is going to respond

I'm here and responding.

Are you sure no one cares what about family or friends people you talk to? Do you have a doctor or therapist you could talk to?

hey, i feel a lot of what your saying.. feel better

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Please keep yourself safe.

I'm sorry that you're going through this. It's very important that you seek help for the way you feel and there is very effective help available. Please speak to your doctor, a trusted teacher at your school, a relative - anyone who will listen - and especially your doctor. If things get really bad you should take yourself to your nearest hospital.