Ok, I am wasting my time, and here is my conclusion. Point simply is that if people want to get out they will do all the things that show that they want it. (invest time in books, research, etc.)
Everyone has right to choose what he/she, I am just happy with my choice. And, I just wanted to say there is better way, and it’s good. It puts me in control of my life, and I can change my depression just like that.
To me choice means freedom. I feel that I will always look for more options to pick the best one. It’s same thing with the glasses, obviously I wasn’t happy about them. I had no idea there was other way, but I searched and I found what I was looking for. I am getting my vision back with out glasses. (Of course I am working for it, but I guess people rather have operation than use effort)– I am very happy w/ my choices.