Hello forum,
Amazingly enough I'm here, ... I have really messed up both financially and personally and I am backed into a corner of fear, not knowing what to do. I can't sleep, I can't think, I'm stressed out, and have no one totalk to or listen.
At this point I could possibly be going to jail, lose my family, and lose financially for my actions. All I hear from my wife who hasn't worked for nearly 6 years is that my judgment over a short-term span has potentially ruined our lives. I have no family, and no friends as I've alwasy been a work-a-holic, and now I face all of this alonve, and as much as I look at it, ... perhaps the best solution is just the insurance on me to my wife. Maybe then, everything can be made better, and they can go along in thier life sayine I made mistakes, and it can all go away.
I have a 3yr old little girl that I love more than anything in this world, ... not ever knowing or having a dad, it saddens me I even think of the above but I am so scared, ... and not having funds to discuss everything through with an attorney, ... and jobs being hindered because of explaining what happened, ... I'm left out here trying to solve the world and it's overwhleming.
Will anyone talk to me, ... all I want is for this to go away, and to wake up and have hte opportunity to start over.