by moramind » Wed May 03, 2006 4:14 am
sounds like you need to make a choice to change things, what has happened in the past is the past, have you ever seen a movie where the characters life just seems to be going no where, and then out of no where! his/her life completely changed for the better, or maybe it didn't changed, they just learned to stop and smell the roses so to speak, well, it's not about living in the past, having the past being against your mind's door at every second, lettign all that bad stuff in, it's about now. what will you do with the next second of your life, how will you change it, and make it better, weather it be to change your status, like a job, or who you are living with, or just to maybe say, hey it's not that bad, and if you don't wnat to take pills, then don't, do somthing else, not harmful please! to fix it. just do whatever.
somtimes, it's like i want to touch these lights, and give into them become them, just a flash for a moment~in this world