Sorry Everyone!!!

Hello everyone this is my apology.


To everyone who read and posted on the thread " I Wanna Die Can Anyone Help ". Well to me it was wrong of me to start that thread, it was also wrong of me to come here and try and make people feel sorry for me, it was also wrong of me to keep that thread going, and sounding repetitive. So I wanna say to all the people whom I have offended or upset or made mad I am very very sorry. The truth is I am not a liar or a #######1 like some people label me as, I am just Jack, I am just a depressed eight teen soon to be nineteen year old male trying to seek help. I am seeing a shrink or specially trained depression therapist. So again this is to everyone I am very very sorry.


Lifetolive this is to you, I am sorry you got the impression that the thread I started was feeding me attention, but the truth is it was not feeding me, it was actually helping me to stay alive, by me coming here and venting and writing down my thoughts it helped me feel better and happier. Yeah so I may have sound repetitive but you gotta remember one thing I was and still am a little depressed and when I am depressed my thoughts are all over the map but sometimes I can focus those toughts and write and think real clear. That thread helped me so much, it helped me release and vent my feelings, and all that other stuff that depression brings.

I think people who been on the line know that you are lying, and the new ones always could check past (for coherency).
People had choice to answer yes or no to it, including that guest if she thought others needed help she should have helped others. Truly I think she had no right to decide for others by telling us what to do & limiting our choices (though she has good points).
Also I think your forums may kept more people here, which helped improve interaction between people; it sounds weird, but compare zeroes of now & then.
However, I do think it would eventually end, because people got annoyed of hearing same thing with no improvements.
I thought she was joking when she said you should go into compulsive lying forum, funny, but it does actually exist. I wonder who would ever go there it sounds offensive.
I think you shouldn’t apologize if you really mean it (unless you have different purpose, if you by apologizing want to make people feel sorry for you I guess my talk doesn’t apply)people who answer you do so freely. I didn’t know there are “limits”. I thought as long as people connect (by choosing) it all good. I know people have different opinions, but I don’t think opinions of one should limit others. If person don’t like it they could stop responding & if everyone stops/ignore post it can’t go on. It not just you participating but others people too (it’s mutual thing).
If you truly want to pour out your feelings why not do Journal? & that way no one will ever criticize you. Why do you want people to read it?

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This is to the guest, I am not a lier nor a #######1 like asshole people label me as, I said I was sorry cause I felt bad for coming on day after day and saying the same godamn $#%^ over and over, I said I was sorry cause I thought it was the right thing to do but I guess not many people feel the same way as I do. What lifetovlove said hurt me so badly but made me realize what I was doing, and what I was doing was wrong. I said I was sorry, what more should I do

HELP OTHERS (If you want to make it right, give some of what you got(help) to others.)

How do I do that?

encourage people here

and go volunteer for something--that's a great way of helping people. It also gets you busy which can be a good thing when you're depressed.

If this counts, I am working 31.50 hours this week, but then again all I do is bag groceries and bring in carts and that gives me alot of time to think about $#%^. Anyway peace out everyone, and have a wonderful day.

i cant stop cutting even though my mom told me to stop it gets addicting and if i do it again than i am grounded for a month and i dont think thats fair because she doesnt listen to me when i have a problem so i have no one else to talk to so i cut and she has caught me doing that but also i smoke and drink and she is getting sick of that! i need help can someone help me!!

kaylababerz101 wrote:i cant stop cutting even though my mom told me to stop it gets addicting and if i do it again than i am grounded for a month and i dont think thats fair because she doesnt listen to me when i have a problem so i have no one else to talk to so i cut and she has caught me doing that but also i smoke and drink and she is getting sick of that! i need help can someone help me!!

try posting this on the cutting and self injury forum, you'll probably get some replies there. Your mom isn't handling this very well. Is there someone else that you could talk to about it?? (let's finish this conversation on the cutting and selfinjury forum.