Depression problems

I just at pissed off at the world. I wish I could be happy just for once. This grief and depression is too much for me to handle right now. I am trying to keep w/exercising. But, It is not helping alot for me. I'm starting to think I am losing it. I'm starting to hate people more and more everyday that I have to deal w/them. Also, I'm starting to lose my faith in god for letting my mom die from cancer.

Your brief story is pulling at my heart-strings my friend. Perhaps you need time off from work right now. You could try doing something new in your life or (If you wanted to) you could go to a counsellor. There, you can just talk away a nd let all of your frustrations out.