by Mavet » Tue Dec 18, 2012 11:48 pm
I don't think anything I've taken is quite as addictive but I've only been of age for a year or so, so my experience with drugs was limited to what I was allowed to have.
I haven't had the weird brain shock since my dose is steady, but it was one of the most annoying things ever.
I have a problem with taking my pills the same time every day, and the rare days when I forget are sort of brutal. My dose isn't as high as yours so my withdrawals aren't as bad, but I end up feeling physically sick and can't sleep at all. When I finally got sleep last time, I thought I was dead when I woke up.
I can't speak for dreams. I've had some pretty wicked dreams that may be considered night terrors, but I can't remember if it was before or after I started the meds. It's all a blur to me these days.
One thing you didn't mention and maybe it's because you have a higher dose. Even though it is the XR, I ALWAYS end up depressed late at night, almost like it wore off or something.
We're all mad here.