the end

The pain is getting greater within me
I try to hide it but it’s too hard

I want to fly away, to another place
Somewhere I can belong
somewhere I can be happy, forever

The blood runs from my arm, taking away the thoughts and shame
I sit alone and wonder why
What’s the point of going on?

My heart is weary, broken and crushed
All that I once had has gone

Where is hope, where is light?
All I see is darkness, night

Do not hurt and wonder why
Have to leave this pain and die

So bye bye

pickle123,

What's going on? Talk to us. There are people who share your pain and have been where you are.

It's not just the pain that does from suicide, it's your entire being. There really is a chance of feeling differently, but you need to give it a chance.

Please keep yourself safe for the time being. Contact your treatment team and let them know what's going on. There is no shame in needing help, many of us have needed it.

I don't know you, but I care about how you're doing.