Okay so I'm 16 and female,
I've been smoking marijuana for about a year, only once or twice a month and I was fine every time, until about 2 months ago when I had a bad trip. It wasn't really horrible, but I felt like I was fading away and I got pretty freaked out and just wanted it to stop. The next time I smoked it happened again but I told myself to to freak out and just watched tv so I was okay, but then the next day I was out shopping and I suddenly felt like I was high again, but without the happy, emotional kinda of thing, just physically detached, like I wasn't really in my body. It lasted for an hour or so before it completely faded away, but then it came back the next day, and the next and the next. I would have usually two episodes of it a day and mostly when I was out somewhere. It was really scaring me, I would be anxious all the time that I'd get another episode, I avoided going outside or even moving around my house because it made it feel worse. I read about a lot of things online and I'm almost 100% it is depersonalization disorder. After a week of this I got sick with the flu and stayed home for a week, sleeping an layingin bed almost the entire time, and after that it was completely gone.
It's been more than a month now and I haven't smoked weed since, I want to smoke again but I'm scared it will start again.
Has anyone else had DPD go away and come back? because of marijuana?
Will marijuana definitely trigger it?
What should I do if it does come back?