Does this sound like a disosiative disorder to you?

I suffered sexual abuse as a child and I learned to leave myself if that makes sense. I created a world in my mind with people that seemed real to me I would be in a giant masion playing with my little brother charlie(who i created) but who seemed real to me. When I came back to myself i would feel very lost like in a daydream and somtimes I didnt know if it was real. I have almost no memories of my childhood and even at nineteen have trouble remembering a few years ago, I wonder if my poor memory has anything to do with my past. I have been remebering details of my childhood abuse since i was about thirteen but more recently, and when I start having these memories the world gets fuzzy again. Also I wondered if anyone else experiences sleeping with their eyes open I almost always do it really freaks my roomate out but i dont realize it until someone walks past me and i wake up. Thanks for your input

Yes, I have very limited memories of childhood, but the actual abuse that I remember is very fuzzy to me. Most of it was directed toward my brother. I remember when I was twelve or thirteen my mom was screaming and throwing things and I was reading a book and ignoring her. I thought tha she was yelling at my brother but it turns out she was yelling at me and I didn't realize it the whole time until she grabbed the book out of my hands and started ripping the pages out. I still don't know what she was yelling about. I didn't hear anything she said after that either. I remember passing out on my fourteenth birthday but I don't remember any of the events that surrounded it. The whole next year and a half is completely erased from my memories. The next memories o have are around the time I was in drivers Ed. I also tried to kill myself after that long memory gap so I've always wondered what happened during that time. Maybe it's better that I dont know.