I dont really get this anymore but iwas looking for opinions on what this sounded like. when i was smaller we lived in the countryside for about 2/3 years. During that time i remember feeling like i wasnt there and going about my life as if it were a dream. I still felt emotions, i still laughed, cried, got angry etc, but it just wasnt that severe (?) . It was like i knew i was upset etc but to me, personally it just didnt really matter because i wasnt there. not really. so my way of thinking was that even if i was crying or laughing i wasnt totally there so it didnt matter. I remember asking my mother if she felt like she was dreaming too because i thought it was like that foreveryone

After we moved and i started at a different school that had wooden floors, i started to feel real again. Like i was there. I know taht sounds a bit strange but thats just how i felt. since then ive been back to normal and it was only last year when i was with my counsellor that i kind of just remembered it.
I dont have issues with dissociation/depersonalization anymore. not really and when i do its not for as long a period.
Just wondering - does this sound like depersonalization/dissociation? just want to know because its something thtas been on my mind a while and i want to know why i had it when iw as smaller

I dont really know



thankies xx
lotso