Hi
IM new to this. im 19yr old male in ireland and i have been thruogh hell in the past 3 years with my health etc. it all came to a head in october last year and i was taken off steroids and other medications i had been on for years for crohns disease but it turns out i never had the disease in the first place. i was cut off all meds and expeirienced withdrawals etc. i had fairly traumatic expireiences with tests including waking up durin colonoscopies etc. i had my appendix removed without me knowing also. anyways this was all too much for my rain to handel so i had a mild breakdown in ovtober. ever since im expireincing these horrible symptoms every few months they come on very suddenly like over night and last about a week or week 1/2. They include:
feeling very confused 24/7 as if im drunk or have been drugged
loss of appetite and complete loss of interest in life
constant anxiety and depression
fuuny feeling as if my surroundings are almost alien like to me
headaches, light sensitivity etc
numbness both physical and emotional
I feel as though im dead emotionally
irritability and mood swings
a strange sort of dizziness i cant explain
brain fog, memory loss, slurring speach
i find it hard to eat and swallow
i loose sense of taste and my sense of smel gets distorted
i look different to myself in the mirror
everything feels different to me and i dont feel comfortable anywhere
unease at everything
feeling like im in a dreamy state or im drunk
feel like nothing is real
my sense of direction is gone and i cant judge distance or time
feeling like im in a time warp
nausea
insomnia and vivid dreams
ive been told its all anxiety but i know its not because all the symptoms happen suddenly when im not even stressed and the anxiety and depression set in a few days after the other symptoms. I only had an episode a couple weeks ago and i felt as if i was going insane. its terryifying. does this sound normal???