So detached

A GP is a "General Practitioner".

He is the doctor that you would go and see for minor illnesses and general injuries etc.

Your family doctor.

I like this statement: "if nothing is sacred i will destroy everything vibe"

I feel that I have come to a very similar conclusion seeing as how humanity is still brutal and there are no real values/morals etc on this planet I will join their game and go further than they do to beat them at it.

It is a shame that this has to happen. I used to believe(and still dream of) a utopian society.

This being impracticable in the real world I have lowered to humanities level and become somewhat cutthroat against my fellow man. (in a business sense).

It is a shame.

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yes, if only existentialism wasn't so depressing to me, i think i would be a better person & not always feel a need to 'play the game'