Where am I? A lonely soul.

It's been awhile since I have posted on this site, maybe about three years and I really need to release some of the things boiling inside of me. I have been slowly getting worse and worse in the real world. I feel extremely disconnected from people. It feels as if I'm walking around with fuzzy glasses sometimes. I'm always zoned out and never fully apart of a situation. I'm so alone its almost unbearable. I've been having some strange episodes that I really wish someone could help me understand I wish I knew what was happening inside of my head and how to push myself back to feeling alive and not like this walking statue. I could just use a friend maybe someone who could tell me if my strange episodes sound familiar or similar.

Hello, RoseMarry.

I understand how you feel. I've been going through these feelings for several months and they have not left me. I remember when these feelings were first starting and it felt like I was disconnected from my own brain; these feelings have persisted slightly though I still feel the same way in a sense. While I'm still able to feel emotions, there's this feeling of being closed-off from a part of my head that will not go away, even when I can feel something. If you'd like to talk more about this, feel free to let me know.

Any news? How are you doing now?