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Is this depersonalization or something much more serious?

Postby Straw23 » Sun Oct 05, 2014 2:12 am

this is what happens, 99% when i stand up / walk around

1. Walk
2. As i stare at anything, my mind just blanks and i forget where i am
3. it gets even deeper, and i forget my surroundings
4. i go into a almost catatonic like state / like im not really "there".. mind is off somewhere
5. I snap out of it
6. I never stop what im doing whilst it happens (like a seizure), its like my body continues on automatic mode whilst my mind goes off
7. As i go back to normal, its almost like i never forgot anything, just that my mind got lost in "a really deep thought i wasnt having (on the outside, you wouldnt notice anythings happening to me.)

All this happens within 5-10 seconds

Ive tried watching the clock tick and after 10 seconds, it always happens. I cant remember the last time i could look at a clock in silence and after 20 seconds, still be watching it without any sort of "reverse dejavu feeling"
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Re: Is this depersonalization or something much more serious?

Postby SBBro » Tue Oct 07, 2014 2:18 pm

Doesn't sound like dp to me more like classical dissociation from trauma. Maybe ptsd maybe mpd, maybe bpd.

You need to see a shrink and get on meds.
2012 "just anxiety"
2013 inpatient 'suicidality, MDD etc
2014 "youve been diagnosed with everything under the sun"
BPD
Current meds: Zoloft 25mg
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