Wrong

Lately i've just felt wrong.

I look in the mirror and thats not what i thought i looked like.
My face is just a face i know but i wouldnt call it truly mine...

Lately i've felt very hollow and i keep spacing out. Luckily im usually at the laptop so no-one notices, but yesterday i just felt awful.

i was scared for no apparent reason, paranoid, and had begun to hallucinate [its there till you look type]
and everything felt out of place like dreaming.
It looks right and you know its accurate enough but something is just wrong.

I really don't like it. Above all the other weird crap that i just deal with as second nature, this one i really dont like.
I'm just uncomfortable with no way of fixing or relieving it.
Like waiting for someone to punish you and youre hoping it will either be over and done with or just go away.