Endings

endings of everything are terrifying. its so scary to not know what comes next
suffocating to havebeen before where only further manipulation would come next but at least that was predictable
not being able to have someone to lean on or guide me is terrifying and i dont know what to do i feel like i cant cope
at least the crushing weight of everthing was something to look forward to, now i just feel so empty and like everything around me is too wide and vast for anyone to care anymore
its terrifying losing those you once loved and put trust in and your pets and belongings
i dont know whats worse
being smothered to the point i cant have friends or being out in the free world and empty with nobody who understands
i just want to know what i should do and if i have hope

Hi,

Firstly i want to say there is always hope! Even when it doesnt seem like it.
I agree that endings are scary but i also believe that when something finishes something else starts.
Is it someone in particular you are talking about losing? I have lost people too and it is hard. I can understand why you would feel alone and like no one cares anymore but someone always cares. We are here to listen and help if we can.

Hugs
willow

Hi there. It's not the end until it is. I hope I make sense. What I'm trying to say is seize the moment. No matter how hopeless a situation is, we cannot assume it's the worst. Our life is like a book. Not all chapters are happy. There are those that are dreadful, but we have to live every chapter and do our best to make a happy ending.