Please help? Wtf?

After a time I lived with full of anxiety I suffered with depersonalisation and derealisation. after I got better than I made up a theory that what I live is something like Truman show or something and nothing around me is real and smt. like that. It's just a theory that makes me feel so ######6 bad and sick. Of course I don't belive it as an exact truth but the possibility of it makes me sick. I'm afraid there is a chance for me to believe it completely. am I being schizophrenic or smt. please help?
And by the way everything inside my head is so untidy and it feels like all mess. please help me

delusion,
I doubt anybody here can help much. You need to see a professional. Do you have a psychiatrist or psychologist already? If not, start with your regular doctor & tell him/her exactly what you wrote here. They should be able to refer you.

good luck.

what do u think?