media trigger?

Sometimes I’ll say something and later be met with the exact same bizzare statement on television or satellite radio or whatever. I’ll look up production dates to see who predated under the suspicion that maybe I’d been ripped off or something. It’s odd and I’m trying, really trying to understand this sort of thinking or intentions if true. They say with delusions the delusional can’t be swayed but I’m on the fence due to the grandiose nature of something like this. I tell myself this doesn’t happen to people but I was legitimately triggered earlier over a commercial. Not any real emotion but it’s stuck in my mind it’s grandoise which doesn’t seem like a good way to think when you’re possibly delusional and already live with mental illness. So I said that’s crazy that’s not how the world works then I ask myself, what if it is? There’s powers above powers that could make that all work. But what if it is? Well then I guess it is. It doesn’t really feel like anything. It could all be true, I wouldn’t feel any different about myself. I would probably feel the need to use the influence for good since I appear to be stuck with it. Or do good and it end up being false. Idk, do good.

I went through that. Still happens...

I've accepted it and when I did, a lot of things seemed different. I didnt dislike it, I got curious and embraced it.

Now theres no way anyone could EVER convince me that things are "off" and most people just dont see it or choose to ignore subconsciously.

What can I say? I enjoy now that I've embraced it. I'm just lonely and wish I didnt have to be here alone.

Like we all can at some level know everything, we mess up and know that hes gonna say those things, you had the ideas in the past and at the same time was able to turn that TV on and see them come out if someone else's mouth.

Consider knowing uou were gonna watch that, then knowing the things said, so it's like you got a taste of it in the past and carried those ideas to that exact moment the reporter on TV said what he said. As if you had already seen it, knowing you were going to live in that moment.

Saw your own future? Something like that. But more like theres a point where we exist in every piece of time and we subconsciously choose to NOT reach into that part of us because it makes life hard tmto enjoy as of rigjt now because it's out of sync with the rest of the world which would make you an outcast who cant function.

Dont ask "why" unless you want your whole perception of life, the world, people, existence etc completely flipped upsidedown.

You just peeked into the rabbit hole, choose to explore it and things will get weird. Brush it off snd try to function if that's what youd rather do?

I believe the world DOES work differently. Hell, I know it for a fact.

Promise you your messages are heard it you write them out on the internet in any way.

It's not something people should want and its something held back until were ready. But if you're curious. Talk like you're asking something that exists in a way that we subconsciously choose to not be aware as it would take away the things we find pleasure in.

Dowsnt have to be religious. Pretend the heaven Angel's snd God exist in isnt made for us (using religion as as an easy exampls( and we choose to not see it because to us until we grow up a little, it would be hellish.

I could tell you things and have you look st thinga that would ruin your world. Dont explore it. No one is ready for it.

I’m confused your first statement you mentioned exploring as an option and then strongly advised against doing so in your 2nd. I liked your first statement to a degree. I find it funny we both have the same coping method of brushing it off I laugh sometimes and Flip a bird at the tv but I could have this all wrong. I feel like I want to make my mark on the world and the only thing that can validate doing so I need to know what I’m dealing with. If you could tell me things that would ruin my world then why didn’t it ruin your life upon your discovery? I don’t want to go into the rabbit hole, more like throw some dynamite down there and see what happens. Idk man I’m too perplexed by it but I’m going to hang it up for a while. Weird we lean towards believing these things more from the same objective viewpoint of being true.