Looking for advice

Hello I am looking for some advice about how to live with the diagnosis of delusional disorder. I know that it is just a label and that I know the truth and others just dont believe me. But still i feel like i can not talk to anyone about how i feel. I've had this diagnosis for like a year and a half. In that time i have found no one who will agree with what i believe. No one believes me. I have not told many people about the truth because i know they wont believe and I dont want negative consequences. I dont know what to do. I guess i am just wondering if anyone out there knows what im going through and has any advice for the future?

So does no one answer these things?

Hi TrustMe,
Sorry I've been away from the forum for a while. I wanted to respond and say that I hear you. I experienced something so significant, but I couldn't articulate it to the people around me until I wrote it out in a book, and published it with a feminist press. Until my friends and family read my story that I wrote as "fiction based on a true story" with a pen name to protect my professional identity, nobody understood me. I felt so isolated and alone with my issue.

I could go into details about how I felt like a targeted individual, but it is so taboo... I don't know what your beliefs are that people can't relate to, but mine are at times problematic for me, even having had wikileaks document that the technology exists that make a story like mine not only *possible, but in certain opinions *probable. It is possible that a hacker, cia, or other person with the tools needed to interfere with me, may have actually happened in reality. It is possible that it wasn't all in my head, but the people who love me prefer to think I was just sick, and it was impossible for my new york times app on my iphone to be taken over and controlled by some other force. I don't know at times how best to cope with my memories. I have to focus on the reality that others share with me, and believe that if there was a deeper purpose to my experience it is for me to overcome my internal desire to understand *why. I struggle with this as an emotional learner.

Sincerely,
Sunny