Father made delusions

Hello everyone. I would like to share with you my story. I don't know where to start but let say this "every incident in my life was planned by father". I'll try me best to explain and please just try to believe me. I was diagnosed as bipolar with psychosis not schizophrenia " the doctor own words after i was hospitalised. It all started in spring '14, I was at my junior year at college abroad and I didn't have friends at all I was social at school but not in college it al changed for me. All i did was smoke weed and sit at home while doing not so good in most of my classes but I got around. It started after a girl started texting me a girl from my nationality and was like hey i wanna be your friend and we started talking and i totally didn't know who she was. After a while she started telling me clues about my sexual past like do you remember John, John is someone i sucked his dick when i was at 6th grade. And she kept telling me clues about my secret that blew my mind and she says ha what I don't know what you mean. And she keeps saying lets ###$ I got a dildo for you.
Anyway days went by until I started to see this girl who looked as the same as my nationality following me in the bus and sometime near my apartment anyway the girl who's texting me started hinting that it was her who's following me and that she wants to be my girlfriend "The girl who was following me I assumed she's someone roommate who I know" and she hinted that too. Anyway days went by until one day the thing that changed my life happened. I started hearing knocks in my room from the wall and from the ceiling and it got me crazy because that day I was waiting for that girl outside my college and she didn't show up. I woke up from a nap thinking someone had drugged me " I know this sounds like a delusion and it was no one did drug me I just woke up hazy" Anyway and I started hearing these knocks in my apartment and they only knock when I'm thinking of something "It's like someone is reading my mind and knocks every time i reach a certain thought which is usually disturbing anyway I freaked out and started praying and didn't know what to do. The knocks kept going I would talk loudly and they would knock every time like if they were saying yup thats true your following the right thought. I started going crazy and then the knocks told me to start listening to pandora music and they started communicating with me through the music at first. The first Idea they planted that I was drugged with cocaine, I never tried cocaine before at that time "I felt numb in my hands and thats what made me think this way" now I know that I wasn't drugged or anything and they started suggesting that my real mom isn't my real mom " I wasn't really close with her she would leave the house when I was a kid or fight with dad who technically raised me or she would stay at her room and never go out she is mentally ill and we all know that" anyway I'm Arab and music suggested that I had an Israeli mom who died and left me a lot of money. When I go outside people started giving me signs like cough or scratch their heads while I was thinking of something it was like they were watching and giving me command "I know now that I was talking to myself but they were orchestrating everything". Anyway the days went by and I kept communicating with these sounds. Oh sorry I forgot to say that one day while I was texting that girl a guy approached me at school and gave his number " I saw him before walking next to my house with the girl who was following me" his name was Ali. Anyway Ali started texting me all of sudden and suggested that we should go out we went out and he confirmed that he knew about the sounds and everything thats happening by doing his signs and by meaning it by saying it in code like yea you know that cheese is not good when he saw i had cheese outside " I was having delusions that my mom is jewish and he was sent by those people to guide me to whats going to happen to me". I had an Israeli friend when I was a freshmen and the sounds suggested that he was my older brother and that he was talking to me.
The days went by and he kept talking to me by sending people who cough near me or communicate by colours, Yellow was my fictional Israeli brother and Orange for one of my real brothers and beige for my eldest sister and pink for my other sister and people wearing smart casual are for my really successful brother. The days went by and I would talk to them everyday and see people making signs almost if they knew what was going on "like if someone had just told them". I started communicating with these sounds and they suggested so many ideas afterwards it took weeks thinking that I was half Israeli and waiting for my inheritance, yea now I remember the sounds were suggesting that my fictional mom was the daughter of SAFEWAY supermarkets, and that I have to marry the girl who were following me and yeah she had the colour blue.
Days went by until I was talking to these signs and sounds one day and they suggested that I go eat at this fancy steakhouse which i went to before couple of times, sounds were suggesting that I own it because i inherited from my mom " I did a research for school about this restaurant. I went there ate and then boom my debit card wont work I knew there was money in there but it just stopped working all of sudden and everything happened so quickly that the waiters gathered around me and all of sudden the police was parked outside, I was laughing in the inside I thought this is a play that we will put coughs around your hands and then boom hey this us and someone will show up and hey this is your restaurant. Anyway the sounds were suggesting to bribe the cop and coincidentally a fancy merecedes was driving in front of us, so i told the cop what do you think of the car in front of you " i thought i had to bribe him to know how to get around in the real world" and he was like ha what do you mean and good thing he didn't understand and we went to the police station. Bail was $200 but I didn't know one to bail me out and they had my phone with them. I went to jail for 10 days. I was first at psych ward and then the a regular ward and people all over the prison were communicating with me including police with signs. I went out of prison and I had enough of it I called my real brother and then he skyped and started to talk in code with me like if he was knowing every little detail and delusion that happened and he decided to fly and come to see me. He came to see me with my other sibling too, one of my brother took me out to lunch alone when he arrived and came and talked to me in code too he started suggesting that that I had a US passport and that my family were in Miami and didn't tell me. I started telling them about the sounds and I thought someone was drugging me they brought a pee drug test and we found nothing and they were like you see nothing no body is drugging you your fine. They suggested I see a shrink " I used to already see one and take anti-depressants and anti-anxiety". They came with me to the doctor and I didn't tell him about the sounds anyway my brothers didn't like the doctor and said I should see anther one I saw the other doctor and I told him about the sounds and signs, hell I was hearing the knocks even at his office. The doctor suggested that I get hospitalised, I did for 5 days and they diagnosed me with bipolar/psychosis.
Anyway my siblings left and the sounds and people talking in code never went away. People at school would do signs to me and communicate with me every single student knew about it. There was a lot of things that happened that I can't really put them all in words. Days went by until my father visited me "The master mind behind my delusions" he confirmed my delusions and he also kept coughing and making signs and talking in code about embarrassing things I knew that he was the one who was paying for people to watch me on cameras and follow me and talk to me in sign, I know it sounds like a regular paranoia but this is whats happening. The sounds kept going on for days and it was basically me talking to myself and someone is watching and coughs when their next to me. I came back to my country to find that my old friends having been in on it and they started talking to me in code and about embarrassments.
I realised that all my friends were set up by my father every single one of them, they were my friends when I was a teenager. Anyway the sounds in my birthday suggested that I was my sister's bastard and that they were signs all over like for instance our neighbours live as a one family in a big real estate about 10 houses together and the main colour was green " I forgot to say that green was representing me" the houses were green and their family named translates to "the planted one" as if I was planted in this family all my neighbourhood big attractions have green as the main colour I realised that my father is really rich and he never told me but everyone in my city knows and all my siblings do too my neighborhood is all owned by my dad it represents exactly of what he stands for its filled with schools because thats all her cares about. The signs and sounds are still going on until today I know it all sounds like a delusion like someone is watching me, I'm being followed, people reading my mind all of that I know that they are delusions. By the way the most thing i regret in my life was having sexual intercourse with my sister who's 3 years older than me, and dad in code told me that yes she was sent by him and he gave her money to do what happened between us.
Another example is that my best friend in school was the son a billionaire, and I hooked up with his cousin which is a big no no but dad wants to show me that i'm responsible for my actions, my billionaire friends knew about it and called and he was like stop it and continued to be my friend while he was I know angry with me , his name back words translates to "walk with him", the girl was a whore but it was set up by dad her name was Jasmine " White was the colour of being gay" dad wants me to never get married like my siblings either because I am a bastard and ruined the family name or because we all have Mom's gene and dad doesn't want other mentally ill people, given my other siblings are doing way better than me they're all successful.
Anyway the sounds are still going on until now i hear knocks in my room which I don't get out from, I had a fight with dad about a month ago and never got out of my room the friends who read my mind and tell me about what happened with my sister never call I have to call them to sit with them and they would joke around and i can't because i have social skills problems.
Anyway the point of this what I realise is that dad have deployed all these resources so that I teach myself to ignore them and not look at signs or think that people are talking in code although they do but they're training me. I know it all sounds like a paranoid schizophrenic but please bare with me just please think that yes my father could of done all this to treat me with his own way. He never told me he's rich except in code so I don't know I will inherit from him or he will give me scraps because everything was a delusion. I am thinking since people follow me everywhere that I will be helped if I put effort in work. God even the son of the richest prince in my country who I have talked to in my delusions I saw him once and when he walked next to me he looked at me and said "let them show him". Anyway most likely someone from dad's people who are watching me and hacking my phone and laptop would respond to this not a regular user, I know I sound ###$ up and delusional but that's whats going on with me. I gotta mention that I very very depressed since fall '14 I'm really are I think about are it often. Thinking that I wasted my college years at my apartment alone makes me really depressed and looking at my current friends who are all having good lives and partying while i'm not is terrible and the sounds make me think of that too they suggest that my whore sister was a party girl since high school and she lived it all while I went to college and smoked weed and stayed at home.
I see a shrink and they make signs. too. So my conclusion is that dad planned my whole life I gotta mention he's a control freak, he planned my whole life for me from friends to sexual encounters to everything. I think that he paid a hospital or some institution to basically try to raise me the ideal way for my mental illness. He planned my life and then did these delusions and psychosis symptoms like signs and people following me and that the secret service also is involved and so on is because i will encounter them in my life he want me to try to ignore them even if they were man made and so ideal. And for friends that read my mind and knew about my secrets that I have to be socially stable and the symptom of thinking that people are insulting in code is a symptom of my illness (which I encountered in my freshmen and sophomore year, which put me in tough situations socially where i think that they don't want me around them and don't wanna be friends with me, he made them do that to meat the time and still does it now just to train me to ignore them. Currently I'm very very depressed I don't go out with anyone nor do I talk to my family members. I'm very depressed right now unfortunately.