Need an advice, I cannot sleep

The story began in the worst way ever.
I know a guy, he's my tutor (he's older than me so he seem to be my brother).
In that day, he told me I could visit his house in lunar New Year. "You're a crazy man", you will think when you read my story.
I messaged to him by facebook to ask when I come to his house? He said "I'll manage the time, wait for my message".
Then three days later. I sent messages through facebook again with the same question, he didn't reply, then in the next morning, I sent a message to him by phone with the same question and didn't receive the answer. So I called to him (That's the worst thing in my story) 11 times. He sent me a message :"What's the f*cking to you? why do you call many times. i'm busy so you can't come to my house".
And the worst go to worse. I rushed to his house, then he saw me, he said"what's the problem with you? do you know I'm angrier when you do that, so go home".
Three hours later, I called him with another phone, I asked him if he was mad at me? He said "he is not"
One week later, I called him again with another phone. And asked him if he was mad at me and he was free to meet me? He said" I am busy , so i will call you if I'm free"
One week later, I message to him with the same question. But he didn't reply to me I'm so sad and told him how much I like him, and need him to become normal like nothing happened.
And the last time, I called him. He canceled the phone when I asked if he was mad at me.

I can't sleep about two weeks. I used sleeping pills but it doesn't work. i knew I was wrong but what can I do now?
He's my the most important person to me, I can't lose him. I'm a boy and this is not gay relationship. He's my brother....
What can I do now? Keep silent and do not contact to him for a time (2-3 months). I always want to call him, but I understand it will make worse. DO YOU THINK HE'S MAD AT ME AND NEVER FORGIVE ME??????

Hi mrbigcat91,
I'm sorry you aren't feeling well. Have you had a chance to talk with your doctor about this? It may help to talk to a mental health professional if you are feeling unstable because of your mentor's lack of responsiveness. I would talk to a mental health provider and figure out some strategies for coping. Hope that helps,
Sunny

Hi there,

It really sounds as if you're struggling atm, and I also think it'd be a good idea to see a psychiatrist. They can prescribe medications to help with the sleep and thoughts. For example, my favourites are Zyprexa/Olanzapine or Haldol/Haloperidol. When I can't sleep, my doctor also sometimes prescribes Valium/Diazepam and a sleep med. Hope you're doing better soon. Hugs.