Confused

I've been on another mental health site for a long time now. I feel that I can't write things there, so I'm writing it here. I'm schizophrenic with delusions, I guess. I keep thinking that the members there are other people. Sometimes I think two separate people are the same person. I wouldn't want to write it there, so I don't confuse them.
Also I feel like I'm causing trouble there. I started joking with other members today because I actually felt good. I haven't really felt good in years. Someone was having a bad day, and did not like me joking there at all. I kind of want to leave, but then again it feels like my lifeline.
I think I just need to write this. It might work itself out. I'm hoping anyway.

Hi Greenday,
How cool that you're having a good day. For me sometimes those can be far and few between so I really appreciate them when I have them. I hope you find a more supportive site than where you have been. I've posted in a few places here but there doesn't seem to be much response or feedback so far. Although I've learned a lot.