Bugs with no bodies

I'm not really sure if this would be psychotic or not, but before I moved out on my own I was on a walk, and there was this giant beetle looking bug on the sidewalk and it was walking behind me, not so big that it was "unreal" it was like the size of a foot. So I ran away and haven't thought about that much but I moved out on my own a few months ago and I saw tiny beetle like bugs assumed cockroaches or something of that nature anyways I killed it and it crunched and made disgusting noises I lifted my shoe to see what gross mess I had to clean and there wasn't anything there, and then the next day it happened again a crunch I could hear and feel but no body, no fluids. I'm not really sure if there is some weird beetle like bug that can magically leave behind no body or I was just seeing things or what but it just randomly popped into my head.

Hmm. That doesn't seem normal. I mean you see things which are not there. Please look for help.

Did you check the bottom of your shoe? The bodies might have stuck to the bottom. Regardless of what happened to the bodies, and regardless of whether the bugs were mild hallucinations or actually existed, I wouldn't recommend turning it over in your mind trying to figure it out. That can do a lot more harm than help.

Ok then....

I'm really glad you have posted because your ability to describe what is happening shows a clear understanding that you are aware that this is not normal. That's a good thing. Yeah!

But... it is happening.... so my suggestion is to print what you have written and bring it to a doctor because unless you really do live in Jurassic Park then these hallucinations (?) probably need to be addressed.

The docs will be able to look at any medication you are taking then determine if this is the source or if there is another underlying problem. It could be something quite simple as that. Or...Have you been taking street drugs? If you have then you should still see an MD for help about what to do.

At any rate.... it sounds like a once over by an MD is in order.

Hope all goes well. Cheers !

Kate2015