Really bad and painful delusions. (TW)

I feel like everyone and everything can't be trusted, I feel like books, self help books, psychiatrists, bibles, religious texts and religions and pretty much everything is mind control. And it is controlling me and how I think and I can't trust anything or anyone. I do not know what is real and whats not real. I am in alot of emotional pain and I don't know how to make it stop. I have delusional disorder but I've never had this bad delusions until like 2 hours ago. Help? Am i being mind controlled or is this just delusion? Am I being mind controlled into thinking I'm delusional? Is this all a huge game?

canyouhelp3 wrote:I feel like everyone and everything can't be trusted, I feel like books, self help books, psychiatrists, bibles, religious texts and religions and pretty much everything is mind control. And it is controlling me and how I think and I can't trust anything or anyone.

I do not know what is real and whats not real. I am in alot of emotional pain and I don't know how to make it stop. I have delusional disorder but I've never had this bad delusions until like 2 hours ago. Help? Am i being mind controlled or is this just delusion? Am I being mind controlled into thinking I'm delusional? Is this all a huge game?

Why are you asking us if you don't trust anyone?

Canyouhelp3,
Please go to your healthcare provider or an emergency department and get help. I don't know what type of healthcare team you have, but if it was me, I'd call my psychiatrist and take my meds (sometimes they will recommend upping the dose or changing meds maybe even with a hospitalization) but I'm not a doctor, just suggesting you get the care you need as soon as possible. Hope you feel better soon.
Sunny

Lassitude wrote:

canyouhelp3 wrote:I feel like everyone and everything can't be trusted, I feel like books, self help books, psychiatrists, bibles, religious texts and religions and pretty much everything is mind control. And it is controlling me and how I think and I can't trust anything or anyone.

I do not know what is real and whats not real. I am in alot of emotional pain and I don't know how to make it stop. I have delusional disorder but I've never had this bad delusions until like 2 hours ago. Help? Am i being mind controlled or is this just delusion? Am I being mind controlled into thinking I'm delusional? Is this all a huge game?

Why are you asking us if you don't trust anyone?

OBVIOUSLY, s/he is seeing if anyone can relate.

Sounds like you're a bit psychotic. I've thought this way, too. At the time I was abusing my ADHD meds (amphetamines) and drinking too much alcohol with it. I thought everything couldn't be trusted. I deleted everything on my and my mom's computer, I threw away a lot of things I wish I never threw away. I even ripped up the AA book I had, because I thought it was evil. Then I felt so badly later. At one point I ripped up everything I had dealing with Christianity- not the Bible but all the decorations I had for my apartment with scripture on it. I thought it was evil and had a hidden message in it, so I'd tear it apart looking for the hidden message. I felt really #######5 later once I started taking anti-psychotics. I can definitely relate to the mind control thing but only in certain ways. Sometimes I do feel like I'm being programmed , but I don't know for a fact. Plus, it doesn't scare me.

I think you should contact your doctor. It can be scary thinking everything is controlling your mind. Plus, if you can't trust anyone at all, that can be dangerous. I have trust issues, but it's a general distrust for people in general. Nothing meds will cure- personality issue.

Try contacting your doctor. Oh. If you're abusing any drugs, stop,