please help me. drug abuse

My partner k was unsure of how to support me whilst I prepared for a sad emotional future event. I became distant and quiet due to lack of support and self preparation. A month later (still some distance between us) we binged for a week with little food no sleep and a lot of strong meth when our friend D came over. We sat chatting like usual all 3 of us until D and I were in a conversation about acrylic furniture manufacturing, K had no knowledge in this topic. Naturally with the topic the words used can be also used sexually eg, melt, bend, bond, thick, heat, frame, pole, tube, glue ect. After a good amount of time D inserted this comment "take two sheets, put them on top of each other, slowly glide them together and they'll ride each other until they melt together" This is not how acrylic bonds, neither is it how you speak about it bonding. I instantly stop conversing and felt awkward. D then left in an awkward hurry. K instantly started accusing me of talking sex code with D and having sexual intentions behind every normal movement, eg sitting on the lounge knees up with feet in front of my rear then moving my knees to the side more relaxed (showing off my rear) Laying on the chaise on my back to leaning on the arm of the chaise scrunching my feet up to my behind (showing off my rear) ect He claims he saw D looking at me in a sexual manour more than once and claims that I knew of this and was ok with it and also provoked it. What he saw that day was real. It's his thoughts behind it all that are wrong. Nothing I did was sexual. Help me. Is it possible that I was so drugged up that I somewhat fell into a drug induced kind of sleep walk where I was not myself, did what he claims (I'm not capable of such things) and cannot remember it? Or that k saw D perve and and reasoned it with blame and negative sexual thinking towards me and still to this day beleives the same as then? I have since kept away from meth and regret taking it. Please help me understand what actually happened. I know I didn't do what I was accused of. Unless somehow I did unknowingly without memory.

Hey I read your post and I do know from experience that when your on Meth, everyone's having a different experience in there minds not always based on reality. We tend to over react, I know my temper is very short, blown out of portion sometimes. So what I am getting at is YOU know what you were thinking so DON'T BE SO HARD ON YOURSELF. KNOW MATTER WHAT, we are humans, things are not always so black and white. I have had to eliminate lots of people in my life that I thought were my friends. Maybe they were but out of character while on drugs. Stay away from those who make you feel that way. I got clean for many years for Meth and everything else. I have gone back and it's the same thing for me. NOT GOOD. So hang in there, K. I will too