Effort and thought

Everything is just so much effort that it's not worth doing. I might as well just be in bed instead of staring at my laptop lying to myself about getting work done.
The lows always seem like they last longer than the highs. Maybe I just notice more. Time's just passing me by but not really going anywhere.
I've still not booked in to see one of the councillors at my college. That's mostly, if not entirely, down to cowardice.
I realised yesterday that I'm quick to tell people what I don't like but I have a hard time when it comes to telling them what I do like, which is probably one explanation for failings and fallings out.

Hi, chuciklas! How about asking someone to go with you to see the counselor (when you make the appointment or talk about coming to see them). Maybe someone trusted or just kind could give you the encouragement you need.
When are they free next?