AAAAHHHHAAAHHH!!!
I get why you're confused!! You don't have
estrogen!! You don''t get
PMS! Lucky you! Seriously! Moodiness and Mood swings are what we have to differentiate between and journal about as cyclothymic females because of our menstrual cycles and hormones. Now, ya'll don't go through the basic moodiness that we experience, generally speaking... agreed? Men are pretty even keel emotionally which is perhaps why your emotions are "turned off" ...which is interesting, because sometimes cyclothymics are described as being overly empathic and can cry watching a Hallmark commercial. (all of which are relative...some characteristics fit one person and not another : )
I don't see that contadiction, actually... for example... and again, being a chick helps because we have PMS moodiness with which to compare it with... when I'm PMS moody, I'm irritated over the smallest things, cry for no reason at all, just weepy and melancholy... but the length of these moods aren't drawn out for hours into the evening days or even weeks.... here's the key... the length of mood is what is long for the cyclothymic....my hypomania can go for a weekend to 4 days etc..... my normal states have been more frequent, week long even, till quite recently... just entering a depression for the past 3 weeks, so you can see how the length of the mood is LONG, and the FREQUENCY of SWING is what Prentiss is talkin' about. Did that make sense?... depends on the stress factors, sleep, diet... learning a lot, so the frequency of the swings from normal to depression to hypomanic
can be frequent... like right now... I'm in the flippin dumps! I want to buy a half gallon of Dreyer's Jamoca Almond Fudge, hermit out and escape into a movie! OR...If I wanted to, I could crank a pot of coffee, show up at the football game and have the entire crowd at the football field energized, on their feet, cheering at the top of their lungs because I am the hypomanic energizer bunny and nobody energizes a crowd like THIS cyclothymic mama!! I've done this my entire unmedicated life!! Families are calling, "But the boys are asking for you!"... I'm not (feeling)WELL!!!! I''m getting me that ice cream and watching star trek! live long and prosper!!! Baaahaaa!