The New Crisis Thread

Thanks Snaga

I feel very low. The urges are very strong. I’m only posting to stop myself acting on the urges. Sorry

Sweetie.... the whole point of this forum is to help with the urges! Don't ever be sorry for posting, and I'm a PM away.

Hey ppl.....I just came cause yesterday I Hard a Hugo fight and long story short...I cut again...the thing is I feel so low now... I’m almost 30 and my question is.....How olé is the rest ‘cause I think this issues are the kind of “i’m too old for this shi**”
And now that thought is crowding my head and it’ll lead nowhere good..

I resumed my self harm when I was 49. Don't feel so bad.

Gosh_spice I think age is irrelevant to be honest. We all lapse at times. It's just what we do. We revert back to the thing we believed helped us when we are/were in a crisis. Perhaps you could consider it to be a blip and try to keep yourself safe. Don't give yourself a hard time about it.

Stay safe




Edit to add my own crap:

Same old sh1t! Suicidal thoughts are strong tonight. They never really leave just become less strong. Lots of blank thoughts. Trying to programme myself not to speak, feel and so.......... Doesn't seem much point anymore. Blah blah effing blah

This is ######6 awful. IM agitated AF and I just want to get high, cut, and have sex! I already did 2/3! I just want this to end Ive been off for months now and its too much at this point. I'm losing control. I dont want to deal with this anymore. I'm back on meds but they're not helping. Nothing is going to help.

How long have you been back on meds, sweetie?

Three weeks I think. Last night was awful and today on top of the same feelings there's a ton of guilt.

voracious_lemon wrote:Three weeks I think. Last night was awful and today on top of the same feelings there's a ton of guilt.

Try not to give yourself a hard time. We do what we do in order to survive. Enough people judge us without us doing it ourselves. Stay safe.




Me: I've had enough. Doesn't seem there is any point anymore. I give up. Sorry

Smurf, I'm sorry you feel so bad. Is there anything you can try to give yourself some distance to the hopelessness you seem to feel? Anything really, watch something funny, read a good book or draw or play with colours?
Hugs if wanted