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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Fri Sep 22, 2017 11:50 am

Smurf, l can relate to how you are feeling as l've been feeling as not being alive would be a better option than dealing with the crap in my head. We should have an 'off' switch in our brains so the crap can't get through. Please look after yourself.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Fri Sep 22, 2017 2:48 pm

Trojan thanks. Sadly this is all my own doing. I obviously managed to avoid going to the top of the multi-storey car park. The desperate urges are still very strong. Waiting for my gp to call me! Not that she can help. No one can help. Even cutting hasn't helped. Pathetic really. I'm so messy.
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Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Fri Sep 22, 2017 7:27 pm

Smurf, l'm pleased to hear you managed to be strong enough to avoid the multi storey car park.
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Postby smurf » Fri Sep 22, 2017 8:15 pm

With a lot of help from a friend or two. Plus a serious fear of heights. Urges are still strong
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Postby smurf » Wed Sep 27, 2017 6:44 am

I really need to hurt myself. I don't feel able to deal with the crap in my head. I don't want to do frenzied superficial stuff. I need to do deep serious stuff. I'm so angry and I hurt so much
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Postby Snaga » Thu Sep 28, 2017 12:20 am

Well try and stay safe, Smurf. I know you want to, but try not to hurt yourself. Many hugs and good thoughts aimed at you.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Thu Sep 28, 2017 4:44 pm

Thanks snaga

I'm sorry. I'm done. Control has been taken away again. I've screwed up completely again.

I can't do this anymore.

I'm done.

Sorry
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Postby smurf » Fri Oct 13, 2017 5:26 pm

I am so angry with myself and really want to seriously cut myself. I am also seriously thinking about going to my dangerous place and just doing it. I can't deal with any of the sh1t in my head anymore. The sooner I die the better for everyone
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Wed Oct 25, 2017 12:20 pm

I am so angry. I want to rip myself apart. I have time, opportunity and space to do it. I'm so so angry
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Wed Oct 25, 2017 2:04 pm

I know you are hurting and angry Smurf, but please stay safe.
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