How do you feel today? *may trigger

I know it's not the best solution..but it's the only one that works...

If you can manage to hold on til you get help you will be shown other solutions to dealing with your problems hon

Cracked

That's at the least 4 days...I can't hold out that long without cutting..

Sorexis can you think of just one thing that can get you through a little longer? There is a hope for the future that things can and will get better you have already waited this long 4days will be over before you know it. Stick your fingers up at those who say such horrible things and show them that you are worth it and you are worth fighting for show them that you are stronger than they are because you can and will in time get through this.

Hugs

The only thing that could get me through it is my girlfriend Mary...

Ok thats great .... hold onto that and keep fighting

I'm trying...I'm trying as hard as I can..But I'm losing my grip on my sanity...

Sorry all I have to offer are hugs. Keep fighting

Thanks..and a few hugs can be a lot of help at times

Today was pretty bad. I pick at scabs almost every day, but today I actually scratched myself on my thigh with a pen-- I haven't done that in awhile. Also, it was the first time in a long time that cutting felt really really good. I seriously felt like I needed it. I was feeling all weird and depressed / disconnected from everyone and I thought I was going to go crazy. I've never felt like that before. It's such a bad feeling.

Ugh, so now I'm just sitting here all frozen and unsure of what to do. It's like I don't even know what I'm supposed to think about. Help, this really sucks.....