How do you feel today? *may trigger

Wide awake and having middle of the night thoughts.

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Cracked

Would you like to share those thoughts?

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Ponderings and musings - about how poorly I have been and how I hope things are starting to go in the right direction - well I am not getting any worse now. Plus how I went from a highly functioning professional to someone who cant even do the washing up. And whether I have become a disappointment to my family. And other cheery thoughts.

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Cracked

Huge hugs.

I doubt your family are disappointed with/in/at you, but feel the disappointment you feel about this. It sounds as though you're being very hard on yourself. Could you perhaps try showing yourself some of the compassion you show others?

Thanks spike - I will try

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Cracked

More hugs. Stay safe Cracked. Take care.

Thanks spike - you too

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Cracked

Right. In the midst of all the woe I am going to try to post something good. I may be getting a support worker.

Cracked

Today's been an absolute disaster..my depression is killing me..people keep running up and grabbing me and crap which is causing anxiety because I'm severely sociaphobic...I have a huge urge to cut..

Please dont cut hon - it is not the best solution no matter how we feel. Keep safe

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