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by Jaybzieh » Fri Nov 18, 2011 8:18 am
Cracked,
Hmm, i don't know. I don't see the point, really. If it gets infected, then it gets infected. If it gets infected really badly and I end up in hospital, then so what? I really don't care. Sometimes I really don't even care if I die. Dying has got to be easier than this. Life. Life sucks.
So, how was your day?
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by CrackedGirl » Fri Nov 18, 2011 8:24 am
Jay, infections of wounds are horrible for many reasons in my experience. I know it can feel like life sucks and there is no point to it a lot but the challenge is to find a point and then it will be rewarding for you. i know this is tough believe me but I think there is a chance of you being happy if you look for it.
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by Jaybzieh » Fri Nov 18, 2011 8:34 am
Cracked,
Only one of my cuts has gotten infected, and that's when I used my nail instead of a sharp object. I don't know.. it just feels like since it hasn't happened I don't need to worry.. when I know I should. I don't even know how to dress my wounds properly.
My Mum hates me, so she wouldn't even care that I cut myself, and my friends hate me, so they wouldn't care. I don't know. There just doesn't seem like any reason in life. Or any reason to stop cutting, though I am trying.
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by CrackedGirl » Fri Nov 18, 2011 8:39 am
I am so sorry you feel so miserable. Are you having any help? Why do you think ppl hate you? Please keep safe.
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by Jaybzieh » Fri Nov 18, 2011 3:38 pm
Cracked,
Sorry I didn't reply in a while, been at school. My Mum treats my brother way better than she treats me. My friends do things like hold a chair into the table to keep me from sitting there. Had a really bad day, but I in maths I got moved to sit at the table with my crush. Happyhappy<3<3
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by CrackedGirl » Fri Nov 18, 2011 5:10 pm
It sounds like something positive happened today tho I am sorry to hear how you feel ppl treat you. Have you asked them why they do that? Or do you think that is something you would prefer not to do?
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by Restored » Fri Nov 18, 2011 5:16 pm
i'm struggling abit tonight .....
A beautiful thing is never perfect
A certain kind of darkness is needed to see the stars
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by Sørexis » Fri Nov 18, 2011 5:17 pm
lonely-girl wrote:i'm struggling abit tonight .....
I'm sorry you're struggling and I hope things get better for you
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost it's empty and cold without you here to many people to ache over
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by CrackedGirl » Fri Nov 18, 2011 5:36 pm
Do you want to talk lonely-girl?
Keep safe and hugs
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by Restored » Fri Nov 18, 2011 5:45 pm
I'm not sure right now but thanks
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