How do you feel today? *may trigger

Feel absolutely horrid, vile and triggered.

spike wrote:Feel absolutely horrid, vile and triggered.

Lie down, put your favourite CD on, and then close your eyes; and then come back in an hour to tell me how you feel.

I feel terrible. My best friends seem to be liking me less and less, and some of them even did that thing where they held the legs of the chair with their feet so I couldn't sit with them.. I ended up sitting with some people I barely know. I really think some of my 'friends' are starting to hate me.. My cutting was really bad tonight, too. I'm trying to stop but I just can't.

be safe Jaybzieh, I am sorry to hear you are struggling. Friends sometimes do stuff that hurts us. Did you tell them they were being unkind? Try to distract yourself, soothe in other ways. Check out the alternatives sticky.

It is important that your cuts are cared for. Has the bleeding stopped, and have you cleaned them?

Sam

Chucky wrote:

spike wrote:Feel absolutely horrid, vile and triggered.

Lie down, put your favourite CD on, and then close your eyes; and then come back in an hour to tell me how you feel.

Still feel horrid

I am so sorry ppl are struggling.

I feel - which is good.

Hugs to all

Cracked

Hugs

Hugs to you too.

Cracked

Thanks Sam.. I don't know if I can just speak to them about it 'cause they'll just say sorry, it'll stop for a while, and then they will start again.
I don't dress them properly, I just mop up the blood with a paper towel until it stops bleeding. I don't cut very deep, Just until they bleed enough.. sorry I'm rambling on about myself.. I'll shut up now.

Jay.

Hi Jay

Please look after your cuts as best you can as it is important they dont get infected. Look after yourself too and keep safe.

Cracked