can't stop

i just can't stop thinking about suicide. i dunno what to do...feel like doing something stupid right now

When you need some support *immediately*, I recommend 1-800-SUICIDE

That is a REAL number (not a joke). They've got VERY well-trained counselors. 24/7.

Write back and tell us here how you're doing.

Hey hun,

Please try to talk to someone about how you are feeling. Dont just sit there with your thoughts. I find it helps sometimes to talk or write, or just be around people, so that the thoughts can't overwhelm you.

I have PM'd you my msn addy if you wanna chat. I sometimes find it helps to chat to people who now exactly how you are feeling.

Please let us know you are ok hun

Take care and stay safe

Mad xoxox

i know what to do. u get on the phone. right now. call a hotline,call 911, call ANYONE who can jump in and help you immediately. please, you used the word "stupid" in your post, i agree. please, feelings can be dealt with, actions are a permanent reply to a temporary problem. this is as honest as it gets. hardcore

I've calmed down a bit...but did SI Right now I'm more like, "mellow like jellello, cool like lemonade" (if I can steal a lyric from the Beastie Boys for a moment). Thanks for the concern/support. I will hope to use that suicide hotline...if my impulses don't get the best of me. Thanks again.

Many hugs,
Princess Leia "Gina"

yeah, i know how u feel. was blowing a gasket earlier myself.....posted it, then read it 5 min. later. deleted it b4 anyone saw it i hope.is these times that count, what you do, how u act on the thoughts. been watching your posts/replies....am very encouraged at your insight, and ability to keep a handle on things. you are very smart, and well spoken to say the least, keep up the good work, and keep posting, glad to have you on board indeed, thanks for bringing more insight, ideas, and kind words to the site. i think there are round 6 or 8 pages in this topic, lots of info and stuff, keeps the mind occupied. take care, and be safe leia. 'core

So glad to hear you've passed through the storms for now.

And BTW... the "suicide line" is a "suicide prevention line" ... which means you don't have to wait until you feel on the verge to call.

When you're calm is agood time to call and get some help planning ways to keep from getting to that stage in future.

Keep on keepin on...