they said I did it on purpose

I was in the hospital for depression and having some confussed states my first day there I lost alot of time I kept switching personalities ,moving the bed around the room but staff never said anything when they check in sometime in the night the bed ended up against the closet/bookshelf thingy and {we} ended up on the floor screaming first being told we were faking later being told we had broke both legs needed surgery on one and was asked why did you climb six feet and jump? being over 250 pounds there is no way that could happen when SI happens it's not to that extreme therapy has helped to almost completely stop it all together but they at the hospital did not believe