Hi! I am 33 years old. I just learned about conversion disorder today from my therapist. I have spent the last 6 months in excruciating pain. I have it in both legs and both arms, my back and the left side of my face. I have gone through test after test after test (organic) and so many specialists and doctors I have lost count. My paralysis comes and goes. After an attack, either anxiety or physical fasiculations, it takes me WEEKS to feel "better", not that it ever really gets better. I am in pain all the time. My hands and feet are the worst. Althought the worst attack I have ever had was several months ago, the whole left side of my body fell, like a stroke. My daughter was there and watched the EMTs take me on a stretcher. When my mom got there, I thought she was going to die, her mother had a stroke and died a few days later.... the look on my mom's face was devastating, she was so scared...
Did the doctor's treat you like you were crazy? or a pill seeker? How did you eventually get diagnosed? I also have anxiety disorder and avoidant disorder. I have no siblings, my boyfriend left me and I have no friends. Most days I thank God for my children (I have three) because I think I would have given up by now if it weren't for them. And it is soooo hard because I work almost FT, I am a FT undergraduate student, and a single mom of three. And now, I am physically ill - as if being mentally and emotionally ill for years and years wasn't enough.....
I hope you post back here. I hope I can have someone to talk to too...