I really appreciate the replies on my last post! It comforts me to know I'm not the only one going through this. Well, I've been beating myself up over this so much that I finally broke down and decided to DO something about it rather than just talk about my problem on this forum.
1 I'm getting professional help

I realized that it was the only way. Trying to do it myself wasn't getting me anywhere.
2 I took your advice..*WHY* and I told my one year boyfriend EVERYTHING. I explained my problem, told him that anything that I've ever told him could be a lie. I was completely honest with him about my lying problem

a little ironic huh? I got extremely lucky because instead of getting angry he said that he will be there to support me and help me through it. Although, he also said if I never get better it won't work... but I WILL so it's ok!
I just need advice about one more thing....
Has anyone recovered from professional help? What types of things do they do? I'm a little scared..